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hi... [

Dec 18, 05 at 1:58am]
[ mood | tired ]

so... this is the end of tak3th3painaway. i am now bl0ck_my_shot.so add me on this one.=)

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Told Ya... [

Dec 16, 05 at 1:20pm]
[ mood | i found out! ]

The Gout... I found out what it is!!!Collapse )

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... i got soul... but i'm not a soldier... [

Dec 16, 05 at 1:02pm]
[ mood | 'twas a coo day ]

im here in the library with des and stevie. i spent the whole day with them... well.. them plus nikki and petey... but nikki and petey left during 4th. i spent quite the time in the drama room(1st and 2nd) . then yearbook( just 3rd). now the library (4th and now 5th). for 6th we may go to either des' class or stevie's class. not sure yet. most likely des'.

me and des haven't ever had a real conversation before today. it was cool we've been talking all day. we were both quite annoyed by the kid from my bus and his friend listening to reggaeton ALL of 4th. gah. frikin all the reggaeton songs sound the same. we couldnt tell if they were listening to one song over and over or different songs. we both wanted to pull the cord out of the computer so they couldnt listen to it anymore

tonite, im prolly gonna make cookies with muh family. we're all christmas-y plus. you know me. i love to bake. and pretty much cook in general

dang this kid just came in with candy canes. i want one. but i dont know him. so i cant ask for one =(

 still need to go christmas shopping. but alas, i have no money.

anywho. in out like the gout (i still havent looked the gout up. i will right now.)

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Dec 14, 05 at 10:52am]
[ mood | i dont know actually. ]

so things are looking a bit up. not perfect but better none the less.

christmas is coming. =D dammit. i love that holiday. and no, not cuz the presents. i just love it. although the presents dont hurt...lol

so is my birthday. =/ =). Im happy. but not about that. this whole being 'of age' and considered an 'adult' thing is kinda scary. but i love my birthday so...

we are boycotting the table. those damn freshman are annoying. they are taking over. so we left. and if they follow us... then we'll go back to our old table... if they follow us again... well, you get the picture. we just want them to get the point that we dont like them. well... basha and devin are cool. we took them with us. lol. like there is this girl. dammit she laughs at everything. she once looked at a branch on the tree and started cracking up. i mean really... A BRANCH!?! frikin girls.

me and erika had a pointless fight. and when i say pointless i mean frikin pointless. like i didnt want to go to the store with douglas and she got all pissy. she was saying how id go if we were buying something i wanted. not so much is the thing. see i told ya... pointless. but waterever.

my midterms so far were easy. i mean the english one was a piece of cake. i finished first and my friend allan was all freaking out cuz i was done so fast. lol. and the yearbook one is the same as last years so. i knew the stuff. drama is next today. me and nikki perform our mime. hopefully we do good. i think we will. its funny and all about stevie. and her late night computer escapades with my grandma.

well. im done.


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Whats it all about? [

Dec 11, 05 at 4:32pm]
[ mood | everythin pretty much sucks... ]

So yeah. no one reads this so im pretty much safe in whatever i write here. its actually the reason i never update. no one cares. so is the story of my life. plus nothing ever happens to me. i mean really who wants to read about me? no one. thats who

lately ive been feeling pretty crappy. like i want to crawl into a hole and die... or at least hibernate for a while.

so yeah. what is it all about? the answer: not me. it never is. its about everything but me. i could drop off the face of the earth and the only people who would care, it seems, live in my house. at least, it seems so lately. its about EVERYONE but me. i might as well not exist.

im not meaning to offend anyone. -as if this anyone reads this... but i digress- its just how ive been feeling lately. it all goes back to my last entry. the loop. and the fact that i am farther away from the being inside the loop than i ever have been before. i dont know. anyone wonder why i want to be 4 forever? 4 year olds dont have bad self esteem. 4 year olds dont deal with drama. 4 year olds dont have to worry about being out of the loop. which i am... forever of my life.

=/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/

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The Loop [

Dec 5, 05 at 11:30pm]
[ mood | I wonder... Am I right? ]

Okay. So there seems to be this loop with my friends, right? And it feels like I am being deliberately left out of said loop. Like they are purposely not telling me things. I dont know. its like I'm separating from them and I dont like it not one bit. Its like if they are moving forward and leaving me behind. Maybe I'm ka-razy, but thats how it seems. Meh. People also tend to have this preconcieved notion that I have a big mouth. That I tell everyone everything that I find out, when, truth be told, I keep to myself often. I barely talk to anyone. Mainly Nikki and Stevie. And I dont talk to people because I feel like if i annoy them. I dont want to annoy so I dont even bother to strike up a conversation. Plus when I talk I tend to say dumb things so, to keep this to a minimum, I keep my mouth shut. I dont know. Again, Maybe I'm crazy.

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If people got problems and they got problems with people [

Nov 17, 05 at 6:35pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you do anything else to me?
13. Physically, what stands out?
14. Emotionally, what stands out?
15. Do you wish I was cooler?
16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
18. Am I loveable?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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New Layout... I know... Again? But Who Can Resist? [

Nov 17, 05 at 5:59pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So yeah, I know I didnt change my layout all that long ago but I saw this and I couldn't resist. nanc1324 made this. It is all about the Veronica Mars LoVe up in this bitch. 

So, watch Veronica Mars (Wednesdays at 9 on UPN) or I will  be forced to sic Stevie on you... You don't want that. Trust. Me.

Nothing new has happened lately. Gloria found a hot guy on MySpace. Although I am not a MySpace fan, I am, like, in love with him. His name is Wes and he is in a hardcore band. They sound pretty good too. Wow, he is a Hottie. <3 for Wes.

Speaking of hotties. He and Nikki have a new sexy man. She is more shameless than I am. I just sneak the occasional peek. But she is out right shameless. It is lunacy.

Nikki's birthday is Saturday. She is turning the big 1-8. W00t for her! She is really excited. I, on the other hand, really CAN wait for my 18th birthday. I'd rather be turning 4 is all I have to say.  I've gone into this before so I won't again.

Meh. I don't have much going on in my life. Those were the key points, I guess. Boring. I know.

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W00T! [

Oct 12, 05 at 3:51pm]
[ mood | Hyper-Active ]

W00t! I have a new layout and it is dedicated to the fact that I am a dang klutz. Those who know me can't deny it. It's just true. =p

So yeah, I finally resigned as the editor of the Faculty section of the yearbook. And no, it is not a result of the stoopid girls in the class (although, it gives the leader of them less to say). I couldn't take it. Too much stress on me and that is that. I am really happy about this. It made me have such a good day yesterday.

No school tomorrow. Didn't go to school today due to the fact that today was PSAT and I already took that.

Okay, well, I need to get to cookin. Im making dinner and dammit it smells good. Masa de Puerco... yummy.

Later Bitches

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Apparently Google thinks it knows what I need... [

Oct 10, 05 at 2:14am]
[ mood | GOODNIGHT ]

okay. so i found this on someones lj who posted in this community about a layout and there it was... the first entry on their lj... anywho... the basic thing is go to google.com and type your name with needs ( "[name] needs") the results proved to be very funny and here they are.

  • Julie Needs a Kidney
  • Julie needs to work on her parenting
  • Julie needs to recognize this and receive clarification from Stewart
  • Julie needs to call the artist at Black Cat Typography and give her  Tracy's
  • number
  • Julie needs to provide her with the names of co-sponsors
  • Julie needs to find work that allows her to do the same
  • Julie needs a team of committed people to pray for her and her ministry
  • Julie needs 15 attendees in an area to schedule a workshop
  • Julie needs to wrap a gift for her mother
  • Julie needs to cover the box completely
  • Julie needs some real hands-on comforting as the anniversary of that first killing spree is drawing near
  • Julie needs one fencepost for. every 2 feet
  • Julie needs some time and patience with a friend who is willing to work  with her.
  • Julie needs to be on her own for a while
  • Julie needs the skills and knowledge
  • Julie needs to be positive
  • Julie needs 25 to 35 grams of fiber daily
  • Julie needs to get to know him
  • Julie needs complete access in the hallway so rugs, console tables
     and plants are out of the question
  • Julie needs to show off her womanly frame, so Trinny and Susannah bin everything in Julie's wardrobe that hides her figure
  • Julie needs a permanent home now.
  • Julie needs your help NOW!!!
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I went a little Survey crazy today [

Sep 23, 05 at 5:46pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

[Birth Name] Julie Anne Serantes
[Age you act] i act many ages...
[Height] 5'6
[Where do you live?] Hialeah
[Birthplace] Miami
[Hidden Talents] i dunno
[been in love] yes
[cried when someone died] yes
[drank alcohol] yes
[fallen for ur best friend] yes
[been rejected] yes
[rejected someone] yes
[been cheated on] yes
[done something u regret] yes...havent we all?
[Been In Jail] no
[Ran away from home] nope
[Hit a Boy] yes
[Hit A Girl] yes... well smacked a girl
[Broken A Bone] my finger
[Cheated On A Test] yes
[Let a friend cry on your shoulder] yes
[Fell asleep in the shower/bath] no
[Walked in on someone changing or showering] no
[Gone to Church] yes
[Never slept during a night] no
[Seen someone die] no
[Thought you were in love] yes
[Screamed at someone for no reason] yes
[Stayed up till 4 am on the phone] well....3 am
[what do u notice first?] eyes
[last person u slow danced with] ive never slow danced... =/
[worst thing to say] i hate you when you know the person cares deeply for you... or im sorry when you dont mean it
[do you have a crush] nope

[Bill Clinton] Man-Whore
[Love at First Sight] totally possible
[Abortion] not the best thing to do
[Pot] smelly
[Eating disorders] sad
[Rap] its pretty good. LUDA!
[Marilyn Manson] meh
[Suicide] stupid
[Drinking] not worth getting in trouble over
[Life] has its ups and downs but over can be awesome
[Memory of the year] i have alot of those
[Food] chicken
[Favorite movie] Ong-Bak, 50 First Dates, A Lot Like Love, Breakfast club...
[Favorite book] The Face - Dean Koontz
[Favorite type/s of music] i listen to so many i cant choose a fave
[Favorite type of cars] Mazda Miata, Nissan XTerra, Cadillac Cien
[Favorite Saying] crazy ass ___
[Favorite Fast Food] Taco Bell
[Favorite Ice Cream] Butterfinger or Moose tracks
[Favorite Alcohol] Margaritas
[Favorite Television Show(s)] Veronica Mars, Simpsons, House, Supernatual

[Took A Shower] last night
[Cried] cant remember
[Watched a Disney movie] 2 days ago
[Recieved a hug] today from petey

[Where You Want To Live] around my family
[How Many Kids You Want] i dunno....3?
[What Kind Of Job You Want] therapist... or an interpreter... or a graphic artist

[i wish] making decisions was easier
[i love] muh beh-bes
[i miss] my cousin
[i fear] cockroaches, puppets, ventrioquist dummies, and heights
[how do u know its love?]when you cant imagine life without being with that person and just being with that person makes you happier than you can ever remember being

The Basics:
Name: Julie
Spell it Backwards: Eiluj
Date of birth: 01.01.88
Male/Female: Female.
Astrological Sign: Capricorn
Nicknames: Jules (HATE IT!), Juey, JJ and Juliton
Occupation: Student
Height: 5'6"
Weight: dunno
Eye color: Brown.
Hair color: brown...
Where were you born?: Jackson Memorial Hospital
Where do you reside?: Hialeah
Age: 17
Screen name: beav says w0w
E-mail: beavsaysw0w@aim.com
What does your screenname mean?: frikin beaver said wow and it was funny
Username: tak3th3painaway
What does your user name mean?: i got it from a song by Hidden in Plain View
Pets: 4 dogs (luna, Spike, Kaluah and Diablo) and a turtle named shelly
Number of Candles you blew out on your last birthday: 17?
Piercings: 2 holes on each ear
Tattoos: None as of yet... just a couple more months
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Righty or Lefty: Lefty
Wearing: jeans and my Sydney shirt
Hearing: my grandmas tape of music from the 20's and 30's... its cool
Feeling: Tired and somewhat frustrated
Eating/Drinking: nothin'

Which One Of Your Friends is...:
Craziest: Eli
Nicest: Yesenia
Loudest: Eli
Bitchiest: Des... just cuz she has quite the temper but i heart her
Life of the Party: Nikki and Eli
Jock: Eli, Rebeca, and Des
Prep: Yesenia
Rebel: all of 'em
Cutest: the kid on the bus... i guess hes my friend?
Best friend of the same sex: Nikki and Eli
Best friend of the opposite sex: Dont have one...
Most popular: most of em are popular i guess...=/
Rudest: i dunno
Most shy: Me.
Dumbest: Enrry( in a slow way i guess)
Smartest: Nikki and Eli
Weirdest: We're all weird at times...
Has the best hair: i dont know...
Best personality: All of my friends have personality.
Most talented: Eli
Most ghetto: Nikki cuz shes big mama
Most spoiled:
Drama queen: Moose
Pain in the ass: Lil Man...
Funniest: Eli, Nikki, Bryan, Yesenia
Best advice giver: Nikki and Eli
Most likely to join a cult: i dont know
Have you lost touch with a good friend recently?: not recently
Who have you been friends with the longest: Yesenia, Enrry and C.C
How many friends do you have on your buddy list: 38

The Intimate Part :
Have you ever been in love: Yes
How many people have you told 'I love you': One.
How many people have you been in love with: One
How many people have you kissed: One
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: no
How many people have you dated: Two...
What are qualities you look for in a guy/girl: Nice Eyes... Intellegent. Open-minded. Fun...Outgoing. Not afraid to be affectionate...Respectful. Understanding.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Their personality, eyes, and hands
What's your type: I dont know
Do you have a significant other: nope
Where did you meet them: --
What do you like most about them: --
Do you have a crush right now: no
If so, who: --
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes
Do you remember your first love: yes
Who is the first person you kissed: Albert (meh)
Do you believe in fate: yes... if somethings meant to happen it will
Do you believe in soul mates: yes
If so, do you think you'll ever find yours: i dont know

The Fam....
How many siblings: 4
Parents Names: Melanie and Jose
Siblings Names: Karina, Gloria, Erika, and Stevie
How many siblings does your mother have: 3
How many siblings does your father have: 10
Where are you parents from: My mother is from Alabama and my father is from Cuba.
Is your family close: Pretty Close
Does you family get together for holidays: Yes. Always.
Do you have a drunk uncle: Probably
Any medical problems run in your family: not sure.
Does anyone in your family wear a toupee: no to my knowledge
Do you have any nieces or nephews: yes 3 nephews 4 nieces
Are your parents divorced: Yes
Do you have step parents: Not technically
Has your family ever disowned another member of the family: no...
If so, why: --
Did your family come to America from another country: my dads family did

The Music....
What song do you swear was written about your life: i dont know
What's the most embarrassing CD you own: Why would I have a CD that embarrasses me...?
What's the best CD you own: the ones i make
What song do you entirely LOATHE: Gasolina - Daddy Yankee
Do you sing in the shower: Sometimes.
What song reminds you of that 'special someone': --

I name an artist, you name a lyric....
Pink: Shadows are fallin' all over town/Another night and these blues got me down/Oh misery ... I sure could use some company
Aerosmith:Sweeeeeeeeeeet Emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooootion/ talk about things and nobody cares/ wearing out things that nobody wears
Madonna: Slowly now we begin to move/Every breath I'm deeper into you/Soon we two are standing still in time/If you read my mind, you'll see
Korn: Im done/ Im not a whore...
Backstreet Boys: I just want you to know that I’ve been fighting to let you go/Some days I’ll make it through, and then there’s nights that never end/I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me/But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know
The Beatles: And when I touch you I feel happy inside/Its such a feeling/That my love/ I cant hide
Kelly Clarkson: Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me/I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong/Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right/Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong 
Kelly Osbourne: Shut up...
Eminem: I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure/Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
Elton John: hold me closer tiny dancer/count the headlights on the highway/lay me down in sheets of linen/you had a busy day today
New Found Glory: You were everything i wanted
Foo Fighters: You're not the one/But you're the ony one/ who can make me feel like shit
Red Hot Chili Peppers: Its hard to belive theres nobody out there/ Its hard to belive that Im all alone
Led Zepplin: Gotta Whole Lotta Love
Pink Floyd: Hey! Teachers/ Leave those kids alone
System of a Down: Wake Up/ Hide the scars to fade away the shake up...
Britney Spears: Everytime I try to fly, I fall/Without my wings, I feel so small/I guess I need you, baby/And everytime I see you in my dreams/I see your face, it's haunting me/I guess I need you, baby
Oasis: Today was gonna be the day they were gonna throw it back to you/ By now you should've somehow realized what you've got to do/ I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do/ about you now
Green Day: everyone is so full of shit!/Born and raised by hypocrites./Hearts recycled but never saved/from the cradle to the grave/we are the kids of war and peace/from anahem to the middle east

Colour: green and purple
Food: Chicken Parmesean
Song: Third Eye Blind - Blinded
Show: Veronica Mars, The Simpsons, Supernatural, House
School Subject: English and History
Band/Singer: i have a few
Animal: Panda and Dog
Outfit: My Dropkick Murpheys Shirt and jeans
Radio Station: Coast, Y-100
Movie: Ong-Bak, 50 First Dates, A Lot Like Love, Breakfast club...
Pair of shoes: My Adios and my Adidas
Cartoon: i dont know
Actor: Johnny Depp Orlando Bloom, and Jake Gyllenhaal
Actress: Angelina Jolie and Naalie Portman
Potatoe Chip: Lays Sour Cream and Onion or Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream.
Drink: Gatorade Ice Strawberry
Alcoholic Drink: Smirnoff Ice, Bicardi Limon
Holiday: Halloween and Christmas
Perfume/Cologne: i dont know.
Pizza Topping: ... i dont eat pizza
Jello Flavour: lime
Lunch Meat: Ham?
Board Game: i dunno
Video Game: i dont really play video games
Website: i dont know
Book: Dean Koontz - The Face
Computer: One thats not stoopid
Number: 9
Cereal: Corn Pops and Fruity Pebbles
Comedian: i dont know...
Dessert: The brownie things...
Disney Character: Jasmine
Clothing Store: Target...=p
Past time: i done have one of those...
Teacher: Miller
Childhood Toy: Mavis Faye, my Cabbage Patch Doll


Last Person Who...
. Slept in your bed: me
. Saw you cry: stevi
. Made you cry: movie.
. Spent the night at your house: my nephews Maxx and Jeremy
. You shared a drink with: drink? or "drink"?
. You went to the movies with: Nikki, Danny, Nat, and Stevie
. You went to the mall with: stevie and nikki... in like july... for alkaline trio tix
. Yelled at you: my grandma
. Sent you an e-mail: one of the journal places. =\
. Said they were going to kill you: stevie?

Have You Ever...
. Said "I love you" and meant it? yes
. Gotten in a fight with your pet? no
. Been to New York? no =(
. Been to Florida? ...i live here...
. Been to California? no =(
. Been to Hawaii? no.
. Been to Mexico? no.
. Been to China? no.
. Been to Canada? no.
. Danced naked? no
. Dreamed something crazy and then it happened the next day? sort of
. Gotten a really bad feeling about something, then it happened? yeah.
. Wished you were the opposite sex? sometimes
. Had an imaginary friend? no.

Pick One...
. Spring or fall? fall
. Santa or Rudolph? neither
. Math or English? English

. Going to have the most kids? i dont know
. Have you known the longest? C.C, Yesenia and Enrry
. Is the loudest? Eli and Des
. Is the quietest? Me
. Do you have the most classes with? Yesenia
. Is the weirdest? we're all weird
. Is the funniest? i dont know
. Is the moodiest? Des with her temper
. Can you tell most of your secrets to? Nikki and Eli
. Do you usually go to about all of your problems? Nikki

List Goes On...
. Do you have a crush on someone? no
. Do they know? --
. What's his/her name? --
. What do you think of ouija boards? eh..
. What book are you reading now? The Face
. What's on your mouse pad? i dont need a mouse pad... UR LIVING IN THE PAST MAN!
. Favorite board game? Monopoly
. Favorite magazine? A.P
. Worst feeling in the world? misery
. What's the first thing you think when you awake? 5 more minutes?
. How many rings before you answer? as many as it takes to get to the phone
. Future daughter's name? Ashlee
. Future son's name? i dont know... i like the name dylan...
. Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no... but i have alot of them
. Things you like in a girl/guy: nice eyes, nice hands, hair thats fun to play with, open minded, honest,funny, the ability to entertain me, etc...
. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? psychologist/ therapist
. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? lefty
. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? nope. I'm a rebel
. What's under your bed? the frame?
. Favorite sport to watch? the x games and soccer
. Last time you went out of the state? over the summer
. Hair color? light brown
. Eye color? brown.
. Height currently? 5'6
. Glasses/contacts? no
. Current age: 17
. Siblings? 4 sisters.
. Siblings age? 15,24,26, and i dont know
. Location? Hialeah
. College plans? NSU.
. Any piercings? ears...
. Best Friends: Nikki and Eli.
. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? no
. Current crush: --
. Hobbies: internet, tv, music.
. What type of automobile do you drive? chevrolegs.
. Are you timely or always late: I can be both.
. Do you have a job? I need one.
. Do you like being around people? sometimes.

. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with? loved? no
. Have you cried over something someone of the opposite sex did? yes..
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after? i dont know.
. Want someone you don't have right now? no
. Ever liked a close guy/girl friend? yeah.
. Are you lonely right now? nope
. Ever afraid you'll never get married? yes
. Do you want to get married? yes.
. Do you want kids? yes

. Room in house: mine.
. Type of music: i listen to so many its hard to choose
. Song: Third Eye Blind - Blinded
. Memory: dont know
. Day of the week: Saturday
. Perfume or cologne: Curve
. Flower: Rose
. Month: January
. Season: Winter
. Location for dates: whatever's fun.

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
. Cried: no
. Bought Something: no
. Gotten Sick: no
. Sang: yes...
. Said I Love You: yes
. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no
. Met someone new: nope
. Moved on: from?
. Talked to someone: yes
. Had a serious talk: no
. Missed someone:
. Hugged someone: yes...
. Kissed someone: on the cheek...
. Fought with your parents: no.
. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: no
. Had a lot of sleep: not enough
. Wanted this survey to be over: 48 hours ago I didnt know I was gonna take this. what? do I travel in time, now?


What is your name? // Julie Anne Serantes
Are you named after anyone? // i dunno.. im not sure
What's your screename? // beav says w0w
Would you name a child of yours after you? // no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? // Julian?
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? // i dont know
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? // July its not with a 'y' its with 'ie'
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? // Depends on what last name I have when I become famous

Your gender? // Female
Straight/Gay/Bi? // Straight
Single? // Yes
If not, do you want to be? // --
Birthdate? // January 01, 1988
Your age? // 17
Age you act? // different ages at different times...
Age you wish you were? // 4... they have the life
Your height? // 5'6
Eye color? // brown but they look black in some light
Happy with it? // I guess.
Hair color? // brown
Happy with it? // i need to fix it... its turning blonde again
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous? // Lefty
Your living arrangement? // look below
Your family? // I live with my big sister, her husband, their daughter, my little sister, and my grandma
Have any pets? // My dogs Luna, Spike, Kaluah, and Diablo
Whats your job? // student
Piercings? // ears twice
Tattoos? // n a few months
Obsessions? // Lady Bugs
Addictions? // kit kats sometimes... oh how i love kit kats
Do you speak another language? // crappy German, a bit of spanish, and ASL although it isnt spoken
Have a favorite quote? // nope
Do you have a webpage? // Nope

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment? // At times
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? // yes
Do you have any secrets? // not really
Do you hate yourself? // at times
Do you like your handwriting? // no
Do you have any bad habits? // Procrastination and Laziness
What is the compliment you get from most people? // they like my eye makeup
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? // Um... there wouldnt be one about my life cuz it would be a flop and no one would want to watch it
What's your biggest fear? // being alone forever with no friends, no family, no one to care for me, puppets, ventrioquist dummies, heights, cockroaches
Can you sing? // eh... not so much
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? // no....
Are you a loner? // not really
What are your #1 priorities in life? // To be happy with my life, school
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: // i dont know
Are you a daredevil?: // no im a coward all the way
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? // i dont think before i talk or act, im too shy at times, i cant confront people for shit, and i dont like telling people how i feel cuz i dont want them feeling bad
Are you passive or agressive? // passive
Do you have a journal? // Yup
What is your greatest strength and weakness? // I have no clue
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? // my inability to confront
Do you think you are emotionally strong? // Sometimes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? // Not really... everything happens for a reason
Do you think life has been good so far? // Yeah
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? // You never really know who your true friends are until something bad happens...
What do you like the most about your body? // my eyes
And least? // my butt, my boobs, my stomache, my hair, my nose,...
Do you think you are good looking? // NO!
Are you confident? // nope
What is the fictional character you are most like? // ??
Are you perceived wrongly? // yes... 

Do You...
Smoke? // Never
Do drugs? // Never
Read the newspaper? // yup
Pray? // nope
Go to church? // nope
Talk to strangers who IM you? // nope
Sleep with stuffed animals? // no
Take walks in the rain? // yes... i love the rain...
Talk to people even though you hate them? // i never really have to
Drive? // to the corner store....
Like to drive fast? // yes

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? // Nope
Hurt yourself? // Yes... 'chicken scratches'
Been out of the country? // Nope
Eaten something that made other people sick? // Yes
Been in love? // yes
Done drugs? // No
Gone skinny dipping? // Nope
Had a medical emergency? // a ladder fell on my head when i was 4
Had surgery? // no
Ran away from home? // Nope
Played strip poker? // Nope
Gotten beaten up? // not really... i got hurt from wresting
Beaten someone up? // no
Been picked on? // yes
Been on stage? // yes
Slept outdoors? // no
Thought about suicide? // no
Pulled an all nighter? // Yeah
If yes, what is your record? // 7:30 in the morning
Gone one day without food? // Yes
Talked on the phone all night? // Yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? // Yes
Slept all day? // No
Killed someone? // no
Made out with a stranger? // No way
Had sex with a stranger? // No way
Thought you're going crazy? // All the time
Kissed the same sex? // no
Done anything sexual with the same sex? // No
Been betrayed? // Yes
Had a dream that came true? // i dont think so
Broken the law? // ...
Met a famous person? // almost...
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? // no
On purpose? // a cockaroach
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? // No
Stolen anything? // Yes
Been on radio/tv? // no...
Been in a mosh-pit? // Nope
Had a nervous breakdown? // no
Bungee jumped? // no
Had a dream that kept coming back? // Yes

Belive in life on other planets? // Yes
Miracles? // Yes
Astrology? // Sometimes
Magic? // Sometimes... cuz Brandon is a Magical T-Bredette
God? // Yes
Satan? // Yes
Santa? // Nope
Ghosts? // Yes
Luck? // Yes
Love at first sight? // Yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? // Yes
Witches? // Yes
Easter bunny? // No
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? // yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? // No
Do you wish on stars? // Yes

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? // Yes
Do you think God has a gender? // Yes
Do you believe in organized religion? // Nope
Where do you think we go when we die? // Afterlife

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? // Yeah
Who is your best friend? // Nikki and Eli
Who's the one person that knows most about you? // Nikki
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? // I can't think of any right now
Your favorite inside joke? // if i told you it wouldnt be inside anymore
Thing you're picked on most about? // i dont know
Who's your longest known friend? // Peter Lopez
Newest? // Eddie
Shyest? // --
Funniest? // Nikki, Yesenia
Sweetest? // --
Closest? // Nikki
Weirdest? // we're all weird in our own ways
Smartest? // Nikki and Eli
Ditziest? // --
Friends you miss being close to the most? // Eli... we used to be closer...=/
Last person you talked to online? // Nikki... yesterday
Who do you talk to most online? // i dont really talk to anyone
Who are you on the phone with most? // Nikki and thats rare... im not a phone person... what can i say?
Who do you trust most? // Nikki and Eli
Who listens to your problems? // Albert and Eli
Who do you fight most with? // I dont really fight with my friends
Who's the nicest? // --
Who's the most outgoing? // Eli and Des
Who's the best singer? // i dont know
Who's on your shit-list? // Calculus
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? // no
Who's your second family? // Nikki
Do you always feel understood? // No
Who's the loudest friend? // Eli and Des...
Do you trust others easily? // I used to
Who's house were you last at? // None
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: // dunno... im rarely in peoples arms
Do your friends know you?: // a couple really know me...
Friend that lives farthest away: // i dont know

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? // Never
What do you find romantic? // Just being with someone I care about is enough
Turn-on? // Funny, nice, nice hands , nice eyes, nice lips, honesty, caring
Turn-off? // Liars, assholes, bad hygiene
First kiss? // Albert (meh)
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? // Bad.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going? // Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? // No
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? // Yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? // no
What is best about the opposite sex? // their hugs
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? // stubborn-ness
What's the last present someone gave you? // i forget
Are you in love? // no

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? // haunted?
You wanted to kill? // calculus
That you laughed at? // Nikki
That laughed at you? // Nikki
You went shopping with? // Erika
That broke your heart? // Albert
To disappoint you? // no one
To ask you out? // Albert
To make you cry? // a movie
To brighten up your day? // Nana and Vicky
That you thought about? // Nana and Vicky
You saw a movie with? // Nikki, Danny, Nat, and Stevie
You talked to on the phone? // Erika
You talked to through IM/ICQ? // Nikki... yesterday
You saw? // My Grandma
You lost? // I dunno...

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? // I was supposed to...
Will it be with your significant other? // no
Or some random person? // it WAS gonna be with nikki, eli and des
What are you wearing right now? // my Sydney shirt and jeans
Body part you're touching right now: // face
What are you worried about right now? // nothing
What book are you reading? // The Face
What's on your mousepad? // i dont have a mouse pad
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: // Here, There, tired, quiet, bored
Are you bored? // yes
Are you tired? // yes.
Are you talking to anyone online? // no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? // no
Are you lonely or content? // just bored
Are you listening to music? // Yes


1) Last dream: erika was wearing my shirt... and yelling at me...
2) Last car ride: home from school
3) Last kiss: like in may of '04
4) Last good cry: a long time ago... around that kiss
5) Last Missing Library Book: i forget
6) Last movie seen: Ong-Bak... wow that movie is awesome
7) Last Book Read: The Face
8) Last cuss word uttered: bitches
9) Last berverage drank: Milk
10) Last Food consumed: biscut with sausage
11) Last Crush: Sexy Mohawk kid
12) Last phone call: Erika
13) Last TV show watched: Dr. Phil
14) Last Item Bought: batteries
15) Last time showered: last nite
16) Last shoes worn: my adios
17) Last CD played: My Hyper song mix
18) Last downloaded: Stevie Miller Band - The Joker
19) Last annoyance: Douglas trying to tickle me
20) Last disappointment: i dunno
21) Last soda drank: Cherry Coke
22) Last thing written: cherry coke
23) Last key used: house key
24) Last word spoken: go
25) Last trip to the bathroom: 2 hours ago
26) Last sleep: 11 something last nite til 6:20 AM today
27) Last IM: Nikki... yesterday
30) Last weird encounter: i forget
31) Last Store Shopped at: Walgreens
32) Last ice cream eatten: caramel big dipper
33) Last time amused: about 10 minutes ago
34) Last time wanting to die: cant think of any
35) Last time in love: about a year and a half ago
36) Last time hugged: in lunch
37) Last time scolded: today
38) Last time resentful: i dunno
39) Last chair sat in: the desk chair im in now
40) Last class attended: today... ASL


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got it from des's lj [

Sep 22, 05 at 3:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

1. comment with your name.
2. i'll tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, i'll tell you what it would be.
4. i'll try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
6. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. i'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. put this in your journal as well.

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**RANT** [

Sep 22, 05 at 3:16pm]
[ mood | FRIKIN' HELL! ]

frikin hell bro. so i hear the yearbook editors are mad at me. thats interesting because they havent told me about it. they cant say its beacuse i dont do what im supposed to do because i do. and they frikin dont tell me any dates or anything else im supposed to know. so what the hell they cant like be mad. and it would be nice for people to, i dont know, TELL me they are mad at me and, ya know, give me a chance to state my case. but noooooooooo. they have to go behind my back. for this i fucking feel like quiting my position as faculty editor. if they want to make it harder on me then why am i going to deal with it. and i know who the ring leader of this whole piece of shit is. that fucking bitch can suck a cock. earler in the year i wanted to quit but i stuck with it because i didnt want to let everyone down but i guess i let them down anyway. i dont know why i fucking try. this is bullshit. >p

p.s i just realized something. the title of the song im listening to goes good with the main jist of this rant. hehe

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YAY! [

Sep 18, 05 at 12:40am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

LUDACRIS IS ON SNL!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

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it feels good to give bak [

Sep 6, 05 at 8:51pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i just donated a bunch of stuff to the hurricane katrina victims... yup... me and my sisters felt like we should.... especially after we read this thing about a little boy... and people are just helping so much and it only feels right to do the same...


The Thingy From the Paper - http://www.miami.com/mld/miamiherald/news/nation/12569280.htm

The Little Boy -  http://news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/chitribts/20050906/ts_chicagotrib/achildinchargeof6babies

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Aug 17, 05 at 9:40pm]
[ mood | SQUEEEEEE ]

yay! new layout... fear before, bitches... oh yeah fear before rules all...

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meh [

Aug 15, 05 at 9:29pm]
[ mood | why me? ]

i seem to be getting picked on by my family today. more specifically my grandmother... ack... its annoying me...

last week school started... i like my classes... none annoy me as of yet... now the people in said classes... thats a different story... specifically one girl in particular... you may know this person as 'calculus'... that damn slut... meh... thats it...

--later bitches

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school tomorrow [

Aug 7, 05 at 10:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so yeah... school starts tomorrw... i really dont want it to but alas i cannot control it. now, can i? not much to say so i stop here...





HAPPY BIRTHDAY DES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey-lo! [

Aug 5, 05 at 8:17pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

hey people. sadly... no warped tour for me... im really disappointed... but my nephews birthday party is the same day... family trumps concert... me and stevie were supposed to go to the movies tonite with nikki, danny, and jamal(i think jamal anyway)but i had no ride and my nephews are sleeping over so no movies for me and boy do i wish i went... enrry came over bringing one of the jackasses that are attached to his hip that i, quite frankly, dont like at all. and they stayed for like 30 minutes. gah! i was fine with enrry but not the jackass. meh... enrry is supposed to come back for this notebook he left here and to bring me a cd... he wants me to go to a show they have sunday... im probably not going seeing how i can only stand 1/3 of his band...him... its just not fun to tell ur old best friend that you hate his best friends... so i dont... meh... any who... i sprained my right wrist... i just always get hurt... and right when school is about to start... typical of clumsy ol' me... meh... so... im done


later bitches

update: enrry showed up again with BOTH jackasses! gah! anger. annoyance. and a multitude of other things. the upside? they stayed a significantly shorter amount of time. i was still annoyed. bah!
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Some Funny Stuff [

Aug 3, 05 at 8:30pm]
[ mood | entertained ]

The next time a cop stops you and says "gee son your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" you probably shouldn't respond "gee officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts"

Deep thoughts.

  • If a person with multiple personalities threatens suicide, is it a hostage situation?
  • How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there?
  • If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from?
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